I wish I could just sit for a while... sit undistracted and in the quiet. I guess that my vacation will take care of this, but I sure do want to indulge this fantasy right about now.
I need to eat.
I need to not be depressed. I need to up my meds I think because I am truly over feeling this way. A call to the doctor is in order.
I don't want my babies to see me this way. I'm doing my best, with God's mercy. Trying to stifle the urge to go shopping which is what I tend to do when I'm depressed.